First!

     This is what I am telling about, though you keep on telling that you already accepted what may be the result is, there are still differences once you are already in that position. You can only say, 'okay', 'I should still be thankful' but sometimes, the hurt is there, you cannot take the pain away in just a simple glimpse.

     Actually, I am expecting this but not to the point that as in, WHAAAAAAAAT? Seriously, I am not prepared for that. First of all, I don't know how and what to tell to my parents, it would be a big  disappointment for them. They are not prepared for this! Though, I tried to talk to them, what if  like this, like that, but you know what they answered, 'No, No, No!' so how??? Spare me guys! I think, this post is likea mess, I messed up!

    At the moment, I am wishing that i hope, this pain would just stay for a while. I am trying, I will get there! This is the first time that I failed! Yet, not prepared. And last thing, this is my first time that i wish that please, i don't wanna wake up anymore!

Please spare me.

Messed Up

I've been very busy lately because of school activities and comprehensive exams. Semestral break already started, and the other night, it was a blast. It was my first time to be drunk like that, ever! Really intense! I mean, I don't remember what happened that moment, how I sleep, almost everything. Then, when I woke up, hang over attacked! Headache, no appetite, then all you wanted is to sleep and lay down on your bed.

I hope I could catch up, I'll update my blog very soon. This time, I just wanna spend my time watching TVD, The Originals, Glee and Suits. Kill me now! I am so outdated.