Its all about
So here's the story, I really can't move on from my Ex and we had our relationship almost 5 years ago. This is what you call stupidity!! I always tell to him that I moved on, I am in love with another man, I am ready for a new relationship but all of those was a lie, I always pushing him away but now, there's a part of me blaming myself, why I keep myself doing that if until now, I still love him.
Yes, I accepted some suitors but none of them can replace him (I am really sorry for Mr. B and Mr.J, ayoko din kasi kayong paasahin, I don't want to use others just to forget him), I can't explain what he have that others don't. Maybe because I really took our relationship seriously, he was the only one that I introduced to my family and I am opened to talk about him most of the time. Please, I wanna forget him for quite some time but my heart and mind are not yet ready for this.
Now that I am ready to be with him again, its also the time that he's ready to let go of me and maybe to find another woman. I can understand that he's also get tired of waiting but its hard for me to understand that why now?? Kung sana noon pa lang sumuko ka na at lumayo na nung pinapalayo kita, ginawa mo na, hindi na sana ganito kasakit. I just wish him luck. I am happy whatever decision that he will make in the future.
'Til we meet again my best friend, partner and my lover.
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