Sacrifice..

And I am in a dramatic situation right now. When I talk about sacrifices, one thing that comes in my mind, what are the sacrifices that I undergo just for the course that I am currently taking..

Yea, I know that I took this because I know that this is what I want, this is what I really want and make me happy. But now, after passing the Qualifying Exam, I began to draw my own doubts. Did I passed it because I am meant to be a CPA someday? or I just passed it 'cause I don't have a choice. Its hard to choose and decide what you really want, and now that I am in the middle of questioning my ability, myself and if I can still do it and surpass it. I really don't know.

Sometimes, I asked myself if I am happy right now? If I am satisfied of what I have? What I achieved? Am I doing this for myself or for the expense of the others??

I have a lot of things to sacrifice, first a TIME for myself, for my family and for my friends. Instead of having a bonding with them, second my love in playing GUITAR, I am not good at it but I have my passion to learn how to use it, my LOVE LIFE maybe, I don't think so. Anyways, other one is having a pleasure, a pleasure that I want to explore. Yet I know the fact that I can do all of those things after I graduated but the question is Am I satisfied?  Am I happy? But for now, I really don't know. :(